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Being single is pretty awesome until you start to have a mini crush on someone. This shit ass feeling follows you till it starts to get stronger before crushing you flat. Does he likes you back? Or is he just playing? No one wants to get hurt. Indeed I was pretty afraid of getting hurt.

Sometimes love comes around. When they knock you down just get back up, when they knock you down. 

As crazy as it sounds,  I'm not looking for a relationship. I just wanna have a crush, a date. The feeling of liking someone but still having the ability to be free. 

Someone once told me, there are two 'in a relationship' types of people. There's this group that are "easy to love", leaving the rest "hard to love". Being the fucked up me, I belong in category two, thus relationships are just not for me.  Everyone gets hurt, I get hurt, you get hurt, but I hurt people too. It's a vicious cycle.

I'm not mushy, I'm just straight forward. I'm not romantic, I choose fun. I don't daydream, I face reality.