Halloween

In the real world, Halloween is when kids can dress up in costumes and beg for candy. In the girl world, is the one day a year when a girl can dress up like a total slut and no other girl can say anything else about it. However in this very country,we don't really take Halloween to that extend which is kinda disappointing. On the contrary, my awesome people and I did went for Halloween Zouk last night. Here are just some images taken.

Yes, Ima motha fucking bunny which freaking got scared in the club by some retard shit ass mask man. I almost died.

Guess what's worse? I'm actually down with slight fever and suffering from super bad alcohol rash. YOLO right?

Rude

The topic on cyber bullying has been going around. Many come up with campaigns and pledges on such an unsightly event, but does that really help? Sure enough it does bring about awareness but do people actually learn?

Pulling someone down will never help you reach to the top

I believe many internet users do come about such event in their life. Hiding behind your computers, being all keyboard warriors, trying your very best to make someone's life miserable by calling them names or saying things that aren't even true. What benefits do you actually gain after bringing someone down?

"Classic, expensive, you don't get to touch,"-Iggy Azalea. Do you even know who she is? Do you even know that it;'s a song lyrics? The fact that your didn't even get your facts right, clearly shows how shady you are.

So even before you start calling people names and commenting something mean about someone, do spare a thought on how that particular person might feel ya? If you do not wish to get such comments for yourselves, then don't do that to others. Think before you type.

If you happen to not like me, be my guest and kindly unfollow me. Thank you.

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Being single is pretty awesome until you start to have a mini crush on someone. This shit ass feeling follows you till it starts to get stronger before crushing you flat. Does he likes you back? Or is he just playing? No one wants to get hurt. Indeed I was pretty afraid of getting hurt.

Sometimes love comes around. When they knock you down just get back up, when they knock you down. 

As crazy as it sounds,  I'm not looking for a relationship. I just wanna have a crush, a date. The feeling of liking someone but still having the ability to be free. 

Someone once told me, there are two 'in a relationship' types of people. There's this group that are "easy to love", leaving the rest "hard to love". Being the fucked up me, I belong in category two, thus relationships are just not for me.  Everyone gets hurt, I get hurt, you get hurt, but I hurt people too. It's a vicious cycle.

I'm not mushy, I'm just straight forward. I'm not romantic, I choose fun. I don't daydream, I face reality.

Turn it off

Is it just me who wishes to have a "give a fuck" switch within you so you could turn it on and off as you please? You'll always know when to stop caring, stop thinking but you just couldn't bring yourself to. It's a cold hard fact that I've been landing myself in situations like this.
The easier way to not get hurt is to not care, but that's the hardest thing to do.

You know, I'm not afraid to try again. I just don't wanna get hurt for the same reason. Should I leave things as it is and move the fuck out? I guess it's pretty clear that I gotta not give that much fucks. After all, a clear rejection will be so much better than a fake promise.

I fall too fast, crash too hard, forgive too easily and care too much.

And yes, I only do rant when I am unhappy. Blogging is a good platform for me to vent my shits off.

Insecure

I guess insecurity runs in the mind of certain people after a particular incident. I can't help but to constantly think that people come and go. How to get rid of such insecurity?

Insecurity kills all that is beautiful

I don't wanna be seen as someone who is overly sensitive and possessive. I know I am not that but who is unable to when such a thing happened to you for countless of times? The reason why we struggle from insecurity is because we compare behind the scenes with everyone else's highlight reel.

No one wants to be left, hanging.

Stand up

It's true how after several people left my life, I tend to lose faith in people. I hate getting too close to people because when I thought they will be there for me, they eventually leave. I've learnt that people will always leave, even those who said they never would. Because one bad relationship could make you never wanna fall in love again.

Nonetheless, I gotta pick myself up and start all over again.
Fall seven times, stand up eight.

Enough

Let's just say I am able to put it this way,  "Everyone are greedy and self-centered motha fuckers." 

Who doesn't think for themselves? We are all greedy and self-centered to a certain extend, probably motha fuckers may be a lil overboard but you get what I mean. 

Cause nothing is enough in this wicked world.

Are you financially contented? Are you in a lovely relationship that contains zero flaws? Do you have enough time? Everyone of us eventually face problems in our life and we will be lacking of something. Something that you'll never have had enough of. Good enough, never is.

However, self-worth is far more valuable. Some people will like you for no reason, while others dislike without a reason. Who you choose to spend your time, thoughts and effort on depends on how much you exactly like yourselves. By just staying near to people who doesn't give a fuck about you tells them that it's alright to do so. Bitches gonna hate so basic bitch get off my face.

I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. People come and go, so keep your walls up bitches.